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Unknown and Unnamed Undoing: the swoon and the swarm (a kind of mathematics...

Unknown and Unnamed experiences: the swoon and the swarm   I hadn’t remembered it like this (trying not to remember).  That all of it got into you.  That all of it came out! Immersion.  Enthrallment....

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a rambling meditation

ComposureFiled under: Journallings, Poetry, Writing Tagged: journaling, Life, love, musings, philosophy, Poetry, thoughts, Writing

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Inscribing a Now

Inscribing a Now   Today I just feel like writing.  I don’t have anything in particular to say, no specific emotion I am needing to express (that I know; or am aware of), simply a kind of quiet delight...

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Scribbling. Toward purpose.

Summer is quickly departing.  In the next few weeks – school supplies, a trip to the Rockies to a rustic cabin, a trip to Branson with little children and wizened parents, work, deadlines, textbooks,...

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Charting Change

“the rare scholars who are nomads-by-choice are essential to the intellectual welfare of the settled disciplines.” -Szolem Mandelbrot- After 12 nomadic years of self-study, retail labor, marriages and...

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Waiting for words to tell…

Immersed in summer and studies, I find myself struggling with capacities of some purer form of origin beyond connections.  The creativity that satiates me in relationship and studies is one of...

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Found Thoughts

As I snatched books and items to head to a weekend class I grabbed an old partially used notebook just in case I’d sneak a moment or two to scribble my thoughts.  I did, but I also found the following...

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IN THE MIDST

Moments: The reality of accrual and depletion, growth and diminishment “It is of the essence of life that it does not begin here or end there, or connect a point of origin with a final destination, but...

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BECOMING: A Something-Writing …Provisionally

Provisionally: A Something-Writing -What I Have in Me to Write Now-             I am Melville, I am Aristotle Dostoevsky.  Address me as Plato, Poinsot, Peirce.  Franz Ferdinand Pessoa.  I don’t care....

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Perhaps

Filed under: communication, creative writing, fiction, Language, meaning Tagged: fiction, journaling, meaning, philosophy, Writing

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Scrambled

I AMFiled under: Confusion, Fear, Heidegger, Idle Talk, Journaling, Philosophy, thinking Tagged: Chatter, fear, Heidegger, journaling, Meaningless, Nothing, philosophy

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Secret 2

i want never to encounter work I wish to editFiled under: Art, Books, communication, creative writing, Experience, identity, Journaling, Self, Writing Tagged: education, journaling, Life, meaning,...

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Begging your patience at year’s end…

The year’s end approaches.  Writing by hand grows slower.  In need of practice.  The ubiquitous milieu of technology.  A differing technology, and our relation to it.  Our co-evolution with it.  …...

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Alias (outside) – more from the notebooks

Alias “boyfriend,” alias “daddy,” alias “instructor,” alias “friend.”  Alias “person.”  Alias “student,” alias “son;” alias “scholar,” alias “man.” Alias “Alias.”  Always additional roles (or...

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Ouroboros, or Autophagia

I often feel that I’m dying.  Killing myself with disease. Killing myself via the activities of my “mind.”  Killing myself with alcohol.  Killing myself by over-extension, -exertion, lack of...

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Meaning-Making in Living Systems, or, 15,000 Things

is a phrase and a theory I have queried, contemplated, spelunked and pursued for the past few decades of my “living.”  Since (apparently) before I can remember, I’ve been addicted to a kind of...

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notes

Why not call it magic, this unsettling alloy of grief and anger we experience when shunted by anxiety, disappointment, depression, or loss? We cannot deny that we crave!  That we are struck through –...

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Confusion : Fusion-with

The light is good.  I’m confused. What “good”?  “Good” for what, and in relation to?  Diffuse, azure atmosphere of oncoming dusk.  Chilly, not cold.  Nearly pleasant, yet crisp enough for shiver and...

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Morning Thoughts in a Blustery March

…and so we think.  I do not say we must think, for I do not think that is so – it is simply a kind of capacity we have, apparently related to external pressures and a possible pleasure, or unknown...

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Morning Thoughts – Saturday

“If there is progress then there is a novel.” William Carlos Williams      You wait for it to come, grow, become.  You may be waiting forever.  Like love. Perhaps it will visit, pass by.  You’ll...

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